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Amethyst Stormsong ([personal profile] joshuaorrizonte) wrote2025-06-03 05:07 pm

Oh my god, these people suck

So the new program.

The ONE THING that it was meant to do. Manage benefits.

It DOESN’T DO THAT.

Accounting gets funds. Accounting deposits funds. Accounting records funds in the (new) program. Program says, “I’m going to allocate these funds LIKE THIS. Is that okay?”

We say yes.

IT DOES NOTHING OF THE SORT.

And of course, the babyfit manager who must get HR involved every time something doesn’t go her way, got in the benefits manager’s business, telling him that DONNA AND I WEREN’T DOING IT RIGHT. Rather than talking to us, she went straight to the manager. Who looked at the program. And said, ”No, the receipts are processed exactly how they’re meant to be. The problem is the program.”

No word yet on if Ms. Babyfit tried to get HR involved this time.

I cannot wait until I am out of that place for a month and a half. Hopefully this will all be fixed by the time I get back. It’s not looking good, though.
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The Djao'Mor'Terra Collective ([personal profile] fayanora) wrote2025-06-02 01:35 pm

I'm going slightly mad

I am only now, thanks to one of LibreOffice's pop-up tips, learning about master documents -- they let you write a book in individual chapter files and link/port the files into the master document so you can edit chapters without copypasting them all into one large file and then all your subsequent chapter files having to be out of date (and without doubling the amount of data taking up space on your computer). AND it lets you generate your own table of contents! Wish I'd known about this years ago.

It's not been easy to learn, either, even with a great tutorial video to help. I've been at this for a couple hours now and still I'm only up to chapter seven.
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cmcmck ([personal profile] cmcmck) wrote2025-06-02 05:55 pm

More of the town walls.

 This time we walked around the outside of the town walls.


More pics: )
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Amethyst Stormsong ([personal profile] joshuaorrizonte) wrote2025-06-02 06:17 am

Ugh, Monday

I'm feeling like shit still, but I can't afford to take off again. I'm gonna do my best. I lost a day of figuring out the taxes, but I think I had a good idea of what I need to do. 

I voted in NJ's primary yesterday. I went for the dude who got arrested at the detention center. That was based. 

I made the comment "I am tired of the routine, someone get me out of here." Somehow both Cal and his pastor interpreted that as suicidal. Both immediately dropped it when I explained that no, I'm just tired of the same thing day in and day out. Like, I'm not suicidal, no, but I am CLEARLY in distress. I don't know what to do or say to get someone in my life to fucking pay attention. 

I'm trying to accept that I'm just not a priority to Cal. I need 2 weeks worth of help after my surgery, he's giving me three days before going back to work. But it hurts. We've been married for almost 20 years, and he's not at all interested in being my husband anymore.
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Amethyst Stormsong ([personal profile] joshuaorrizonte) wrote2025-06-01 04:50 pm
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OMG

OMG OMG OMG

Surgery in ten days

I’m not ready for this at ALL. 
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Amethyst Stormsong ([personal profile] joshuaorrizonte) wrote2025-06-01 09:14 am

Ngh…

I’m so tired of The Routine. Someone get me out of here.

Day in, day out, I have to go to that horrible office. The worst part is that there’s nothing in particular that’s making me feel this way. Just. Over. And over. And over. There’s no variation. I work my week, do the same shit day in and day out, come home and do therapy and my goofy little hobbies, go to bed and do it again. Then I get two days to do grocery shopping an laundry and clean, and then Monday comes and I do it all over again. I genuinely feel like Sisyphus. 

I forgot Cal’s lunch stuff and his brush when grocerying. I feel awful about it. 

Sigh…

I got through the Greenhill event of Suikoden 2, and I’m running around doing Hix’s quest to pick up Hix and Tengaar. In BoF3, I just got to Genmel and am grinding for zenny to make sure I have all 16 weapons for whats-her-face, the Master who teaches you Steal. To be honest, Breath of Fire 3 is all I want to do. Alas, I have other things that “need” to get done. I’ll try to control my desire to do nothing but that.

I’m reminded very strongly of when I was unemployed in 2014. Cal would leave for work with me playing BoF3, and would come home with me playing it, and I was so depressed he was genuinely worried that I was playing it so obsessively because it was my ”reason” not to end it. Which, yeah, might not have been as far off the mark as I wanted it to be.

Anyway, I’m going to write for a bit. Ta.
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cmcmck ([personal profile] cmcmck) wrote2025-06-01 09:55 am

Around Conwy.

The Mussel monument. Conwy made its living on mussels:



See more! )
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The Djao'Mor'Terra Collective ([personal profile] fayanora) wrote2025-05-31 09:41 pm
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Holy crap!

Went looking for returnables again today, mainly because it was cool today. Kinda did my normal route backwards. But before I did that, I went down Ochoco, stopped by the Oregon liquor license place again, found like six beer cans in their trash. From there I tried to get this one beer can that eluded me last time because it's behind a fence in an industrial area. But even with the grabber, I couldn't get hold of it long enough to get it closer to the fence. I may need a long string with a hook at the end to grab hold of the pull tab or the opening, to finally get it. Not a sharp hook, just some kind of hook.

From there, I went over to the MAX stop, checked the trash cans there, went one stop over to Bybee. Walked from there to the can box by QFC, went down another block to two more of the can boxes and checked those. Then walked down Milwaukie Avenue checking can boxes along the way. Eventually turned right towards 13th and went along 13th checking those can boxes. Then turned left onto Tacoma, right onto 17th, and home from there.

Today was unusually lucrative, especially since I had gone can-boxing last night. When I counted them all, I found I had 42 of them! That's $4.20 worth! Not quite twice as many as last night! The almost-full green bag from yesterday is now entirely full and ready to drop off, and a new green bag is half full already.
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Amethyst Stormsong ([personal profile] joshuaorrizonte) wrote2025-05-31 08:46 am
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Oh boy. Today is going to be FUN

I woke up this morning to discover that Boost Mobile has charged us twice. On autopay. Exactly why I refuse to put anything on autopay that I don't have to. This will be the fourth or fifth time I'm calling them about Cal's line, and I'm going to tell them that while Cal's line is tied to us now that we've bought that new phone... Mine is not, and I'll seek an upgrade elsewhere if I have to call again.

Dad isn't feeling well today. Doesn't even know where his glasses are. Poor guy. 

We're going to finish our grocery shopping today. I'm just waiting on Cal to be ready. Which, it sounds like he is, so ta ta for now.
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The Djao'Mor'Terra Collective ([personal profile] fayanora) wrote2025-05-30 11:08 pm
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23

I haven't been keeping count every time I go out, but every time I go out, I usually come back with at least three to seven returnables, even on days I'm going out for things other than looking for returnables. Today I went out can-boxing at 8:30 PM because I didn't want to go out when it was in the 80's, and by 8:30 it was down to 76 degrees. It was light enough to be going on with for most of that. I didn't quite finish my usual route, because I had a few bucks left to get some cereal and milk at QFC, so there's three on that street that didn't get checked tonight because I went into QFC instead.

Despite that, I still ended up with 23 returnables ($2.30) from tonight's search, and now the current green bag is almost entirely full. Planning to go out tomorrow morning to search for more returnables, when it's still decently cool.
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Amethyst Stormsong ([personal profile] joshuaorrizonte) wrote2025-05-30 06:57 am

This sucks.

I had to call out this morning. I’m just too nauseous to do much of anything. In fact, I double I’m getting through this entry before I need to call it off. I took a zofran, we’ll see about how I feel later. I may go to urgent care to get a note for work.

One thing I can say in my defense is that I am most certainly not calling out to enjoy the weather. It’s crappy out.

I don’t have much to say, actually. I’ll update again if and when my stomach settles. Oof… 
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cmcmck ([personal profile] cmcmck) wrote2025-05-28 10:00 am

Plas Mawr

Conwy also has a very fine Elizabethan mansion with amazing plasterwork!

This is probably the finest Elizabethan building in the UK.

The Front entrance with the arms of Elizabeth I:



Here be pics! )
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The Djao'Mor'Terra Collective ([personal profile] fayanora) wrote2025-05-26 09:36 pm

Mirror life



One of the sets of worlds in my Ravenstone multiverse are mirror life -- the worlds of the Hexapods (a crab-like hive mind) introduced in book six (though the world itself shows up in book five). The characters that end up going there can't find anything they can eat without it either going through their digestive system undigested or making them sick. They could eat the local fruit for weeks and either die of diarrhea or just starve to death with a full stomach.
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The Djao'Mor'Terra Collective ([personal profile] fayanora) wrote2025-05-26 12:29 pm
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Getting blood out of a hat?

One thing that happened back when I had my accident on the e-scooter was that I bled all over this white and pink sun hat that I have that I like to wear because grabbing the thing from flying off my head was what made me have the accident. And only a couple days ago did I finally get around to trying to get the blood out with hydrogen peroxide, but that didn't work; the blood stains are still there so I need ideas for what to do to get the blood stains out. Mostly it's on the ribbon and one of the flowers and part of the hat itself. I don't think that I could put this hat into a laundry machine for a number of reasons.
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The Djao'Mor'Terra Collective ([personal profile] fayanora) wrote2025-05-26 12:03 pm
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Amethyst Stormsong ([personal profile] joshuaorrizonte) wrote2025-05-26 07:51 am

Still drawing a blank.

I just ate breakfast and I am now extremely nauseous. I think I'm gonna get something to take my meds with and see if that helps.

Ah. That feels better. 

So in the wake of my disappointment with the PS4, I'm using the tiny PC with the Batocera drive that I got years ago. I'm just deleting everything and loading games that I know I actually want. 

Oh, ugh. Now my head is starting. I think I'm going to cut this short and go play some Suikoden... Or Breath of Fire 3. I finished 2 last night. I spent SO MUCH TIME leaving the final dungeon and coming back to it whenever my characters lost their shamanization. And then I remembered, hey, this is an emulator. I can create a save point wherever I want. And I did just that, lol. 
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The Djao'Mor'Terra Collective ([personal profile] fayanora) wrote2025-05-25 05:48 pm
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Um...

So I just discovered that if someone whose name I don't recognize sends me money randomly without telling me what their Dreamwidth username is, or any other information I might know to recognize them, and no note about the reason for it, that I get very uncomfortable accepting the money in case it's some kind of trick or a mistake or something, because Anxiety Brain.

So if you just sent me $20 around 5:21, please let me know that was you and that it's not a mistake or whatever so I can accept the money or reject it and move on with my life. Because I do appreciate donations but Anxiety Brain needs reassurance.

EDIT: Apparently someone enjoyed my book and sent me money because they liked it!
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Amethyst Stormsong ([personal profile] joshuaorrizonte) wrote2025-05-25 02:34 pm

I don’t know what to write up here.

Cal sold his keepsake ring from when he was employed with Curtis Circulation Company, and got $300. He’s livin’ large at the Metallica concert tonight, but whatever he doesn’t spend will probably be socked away for when I’m on disability. Now I really want to sell my keepsake bracelet. It probably isn’t worth as much, but it’d be helpful.

I’ve been eaten by the Suikoden 2 bug again. I’m going to try to finish Breath of Fire 2 tonight, but I’ll probably not succeed. I get farther and farther into the last dungeon every time I try, though. After that, I’m going to play some Suikoden, maybe clean up a little bit in my room. 

I’m feeling super sick right now, I think it’s because I haven’t had enough to eat today. I skipped breakfast and had a tiny caprese salad and fruit cup for lunch, so I’m pretty sure that’s the big issue. I think after this entry I’ll see what Dad wants for dinner and ask if we can have an early one. 

Actually, I’m going to do that now. I feel that badly.
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The Djao'Mor'Terra Collective ([personal profile] fayanora) wrote2025-05-25 12:05 am
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A few quick notes.

It took me hours, but I updated the Sticky post on here with my book info, a brief overview of my politics, and got rid of a bunch of dead and defunct stuff from it. Click here to check that out if you want. I also updated my profile page.

On an unrelated note, forgot to post this part of my walk earlier:

Saw a man riding one of those escooters with a five or so year old girl straddling the bottom of the steering bar. I would've called the cops about it, but I didn't have their number and I was out of data for the month so I couldn't look it up. But neither one of them was wearing a helmet or knee pads or stuff like that, either. Super, super dangerous, like "call the cops and maybe CPS" level of dangerous, in my opinion.
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The Djao'Mor'Terra Collective ([personal profile] fayanora) wrote2025-05-24 08:11 pm
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Unusually productive day, walk / "can box" wise.

I went out for another returnables walk today because it was perfect summer weather at least at the beginning, being around 76 or 77 at first. I wore a red mesh shirt with its mesh holes being a large caliber, and my favorite black short skirt. I started out by checking can boxes along the way to dropping off another full green bag of returnables at New Seasons Market. Continued up the usual way (13th) this time to the bend in the road with another can box by it. Didn't find any returnables in that can box, but there was one on the ground not far from that one, by a picnic table. From there, I went along that road (Bybee, I think?) to Milwaukie Avenue and went south a couple blocks along that road for a few I knew about, then back the other way to get the three on the crossing of Milwaukie Ave and Bybee. Went to the one by QFC and the two a couple blocks past that.

Then, because a couple days ago I had earned a bus pass on my HOP card, I took the bus #19 over to the stop just before the MAX station on Bybee, checking a can box there. (Empty.) Walked up the hill to the MAX stop, checked garbage cans there and on the MAX train platform. There was a delay for the MAX because of a collision, so I abandoned my original plan of checking every MAX stop and instead went back upstairs to the 19 stop and poured water on my head, arms, legs, and shirt because I was hot and needed to cool off. (I had a very big water bottle with me; for all I used it today, it's still not empty!)

Took the 19 to the part of Woodstock over by the Bi-Mart and the Safeway there, checking garbage cans again all the way down to 52nd, where I got on the 71. Got off by the Grocery Outlet on that route to check a couple more can boxes, then walked down to this convenience store and got a pop just 'cause. Got back on the 71 from there, got off to take the 33 back to Milwaukie (the suburb), wandered around there a bit checking trash cans. I was intending to walk along the 34's route for a bit, hop the 34 to another part of its route closer to home, and meander around there a bit before going home, but I remembered the 34 only runs on the weekdays and this was Saturday. So I took the MAX to the same area instead, and proceeded from there. There's this spot by Ochoco that can be good for returnables because there's dozens of semi trucks and/or their trailers parked there. You just have to avoid the ones filled with piss.

From there, I went to this building that's for the Oregon liquor licensing organization thingy, checking a garbage can by their front door. It had several beer cans in it, and I was oddly surprised by this, though maybe I shouldn't have been. Anyway, from there I went home and found nothing else between there and home.

I have to say, today I had a very unusual amount of stamina. Though I didn't record any part of the trek because my cellular data is used up for the month and I forgot to grab the smart watch, given how much more I walked than my usual route today, I would estimate I walked probably eight miles in total.

Now of course for the returnables total: Sixty! Yes, a total of six dollars' worth of returnables in one day, which is possibly a record for me. And because I don't have mileage stats, have these photos of how loaded my cart was:

Under the cut because there are largeish images, including a selfie with my new sunglasses. )

Also went on a similar walk last Thursday, after picking up my new sunglasses at Brooke's, since I had forgotten them there when I left on Wednesday after our TV night. That one involved wandering around the shopping area up between the Ikea and the airport. Found a bunch in that park there, and the trash cans by the restaurants, and also outside the Ikea in a returnables box, and even a couple inside the Ikea because I went in to use the restroom and to get a quick bite to eat. I don't remember the returnables count from that day, but probably between 10 and 15 at the most. Also didn't have any recordings of the mileage that day.

Oh, and yesterday all I did was I went to the library down in Milwaukie with my new-to-me laptop and tried to write because I hadn't been writing for about two or three weeks. Only ended up doing some notes and planning for a chapter, but it took me a few hours and at least it's progress. After the exhausting day I had today, I think I'll let the can boxes go fallow for a day or two and go to the library again for writing tomorrow.

The weirdest thing all day is that I left sometime between noon and 1 pm I think, and was out until 6 pm, and though it's 8:00 pm now, I'm still not hungry. I didn't eat a lot this morning, so I don't understand why I'm not hungry yet. I mean, part of it might be my hyper-focusing on this post for the last 40 minutes, but that's only part of it. (Shrugs) I'll eat anyway because I'm sure my body is just being weird again like it does sometimes.